dreams and reality.
After five years, I think it’s time for me to end this blog. We had a few laughs….but it has ultimately become hurtful for people I care about as well as a bit self destructive. Will find another outlet for my sadness. And hopefully one day for my happiness too.
Becca sent this to me yesterday. As an aries, my horoscope should know that I will rebel against it.
And now you’re just a ghost
When I look back never would have known that
You could be so cold
Like a stranger vanish like a vapor
There’s just an echo where your heart used to be
Now I see it clearly
And there’s just a pillow where your head used to sleep
My vision’s 20/20
I see through you now
Getting more and more enraged thinking about it. Gotta write all this shit out on the personal blog.
I find it hard to forgive the follies and vices of others, or their offences against me. My good opinion once lost, is lost forever.
Tonight I will tell my therapist I was wrong about everything. And she will be professional and sympathetic. But I know she will be thinking, “silly Miya. I told you so.”
I love her so much.
This pretty much describes my girlfriend perfectly
I love you